God, just take it from here. If this is a part of your plan for us then please just let it happen already. You put us through so many trials that we no longer can get through together. I love him with everything that I am, but I just don’t know what to do anymore.. I don’t know what to say.. what to expect… how to feel..
It’s funny how the friends u called “homies” back in hs don’t even come around anymore. You hit em up, tryna chill during summer, make plans… but nothing. You know who u are… It’s okay tho, at least now I know who my real friends are and those that are only acquaintances. I’m just thankful for the group that was down to kick it this summer. Chill nights, good laughs, great company. By far the best summer I’ve had in a while !
My parents should be thankful that I don’t go out as much compared to all the other teenagers out there this summer. It’s not as if I disobey you and come home at 3 in the morning or something. I’m home before 10, all the time while everyone else is still out. Yes, 10. And you complain about me going out, at most, 3 times a week..? Wow.
Everything is such a problem for you when it comes to me.
Tonight was super chill! Pong all day doh :)
The time u spend tryna build up trust, but in a matter of seconds u can fuck it all up.
With all due respect, it’s no longer your decision to make. I know what’s best for me and if I make the wrong decision, let me learn on my own.
